Introduction
Methods
Research context
Study design
Research team and reflexivity
Observation, participants and data collection
Data processing and analysis
Ethics
Results
Participant characteristics
Description | Participants, n (%) |
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Age | |
≤ 56 | 11 (26) |
> 56 | 32 (74) |
Sex | |
Male | 8 (18) |
Female | 35 (82) |
Level of education | |
None | 2 (5) |
Primary (6 years) | 9 (21) |
Secondary (9 years) | 13 (30) |
Senior secondary (12 years) | 19 (44) |
Types of treatment | |
Diet | 3 (7) |
Oral antidiabetic drugs | 31 (72) |
Insulin (mono or combination) | 4 (9) |
Insulin + OAD | 5 (12) |
Number of complications and comorbidities | |
Without complications | 17 (40) |
1 complication (no comorbidity) | 15 (35) |
2 or more complications | 8 (18) |
Comorbidity (breast cancer and gastritis) | 3 (7) |
Caregivers | |
None (alone) | 24 (56) |
Husband/wife | 6 (14) |
Son/daughter | 12 (28) |
Mother/father | 1 (2) |
Occupations | |
Active employee | 1 (2) |
Retired | 7 (16) |
Housewife | 35 (82) |
Interview results
Questions (original DDS domains) | Sense unit in English (participants) | Coding | Categories |
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Feeling that diabetes is taking up too much of my mental and physical energy every day (regimen distress) | No problem. That is one of the consequences of living with diabetes. 3 J (number of calories, schedule and type of food) foods must be consumed. Must be punctual with mealtimes | -Consequence of daily routine -Self-management -Effectiveness of 3 J programme -Promotion easy to remember and practice | Emotional burden Disease burden Healthcare support |
Feeling angry, scared or depressed when I think about living with diabetes (emotional burden) | I must enjoy this condition. If I think about this more, I will be distressed. So just enjoy (M, f, 50, 10) ‘I still feel grateful to God for giving me this disease.’ (M, female, aged 56) | - Stress management -Spirituality -Acceptance | Acceptance Spirituality |
Feeling that diabetes controls my life (emotional burden) | No problem, It is not a problem for people with diabetes to eat rice cooked yesterday. It is also not a problem to eat freshly-cooked rice. I ate that yesterday, and I am okay (S, f, 54, 10) | -Knowledge of food management -Belief in community rumours -Inadequate knowledge | Diet Lack of knowledge |
Feeling that my doctor does not know enough about diabetes and diabetes care (physician distress) | The doctor does not explain how the medicine should be taken. Perhaps it is dangerous I am confused! (S, m, 55, 5) | -Impact of physicians’ explanations -Misunderstanding -Unclear information | Distress concerning healthcare service |
Feeling that I do not have a doctor whom I can regularly see about my diabetes (physician distress) | Hmm, there are so many patients for the doctor to check I went to a private doctor, and it was good. I had to pay 100,000 rupiahs, but I could ask as many questions as I needed | -Difficulty_health facilities -Action_pay more -Action_choose private physician -Desire_detail diagnose -Desire_consultation time -Expectation_comfortable -Desire_curious about disease -Desire_dare to take a decision -Desire_second opinion from another physician | Distress concerning healthcare service Financial concerns |
Feeling that I am not testing my blood sugar frequently enough (regimen distress) | I wish I could have that once a week, but it is forbidden (E, f, 45, 5) | -Consequences -Fear_uncontrolled blood sugar | Diet Disease burden |
Feeling that I am often failing in my diabetes regimen (regimen distress) | ‘I really want to eat mas. I am afraid of eating kikil, but I eat ice cream, he….he…’ (K, female, aged 56, 2) | -Desire_food management (which one better) -Diet | Diet Lack of knowledge |
Feeling that friends or family do not give me the emotional support I would like (interpersonal distress) | My mother has ten siblings, and all of them suffer from diabetes, so I know a lot about the disease I am so upset at being ignored. Sometimes I need to get insulin while I am working; then, I go myself Sometimes it makes me angry. I go by myself; I can do it (M, f, 60, 5) | -Consequence of disease_genetic -Knowledge_insulin is the best -Believing rumours about insulin better than OAD -Knowledge_OAD due to kidney diseases | Interpersonal distress (family) Vigilance |
Internal diabetes distress
Disease burden
If my blood sugar increases, my body hurts. Sometimes, the pain is in my legs. Sometimes I feel a headache. I asked my doctor once how this occurs. My doctor said that my levels of cholesterol and uric acid were normal and that my headaches were due to my high blood sugar levels. (I42; female, aged 37).
Fatigue due to T2DM
Most of the female participants were forced to restrict their activities because of T2DM, especially activities away from home. Moreover, they reported that when they were at home, they also felt tired, although they did not perform any daily activities.I feel so tired, but I do not tell the family. (I26; female, aged 69).
Since I have had diabetes, I always feel tired in my daily activities, and even though I just stay quiet, I still feel exhausted. (I11, female, aged 66).
Fatigue not due to T2DM
Even before I was diabetic, I would have felt as tired because I have so much work to do. (I43; male, aged 48).
Emotional burden (fear, anxiety, etc.)
The psychological burden of T2DM can also have impacts on physical conditions which was a symptom that affected female participants in particular. They felt torn between their responsibilities and obligations as a mother or a wife, as well as being affected by the general negative stigma that surrounds T2DM.When I was diagnosed with diabetes, I did not eat for three weeks. My blood sugar reached 430mg/dL. I had problems eating, and I could not sleep either. (I42; female, aged 37).
Another impact of having T2DM was fear which appeared in several examples. Such fears included the fear of not getting to see their children grow up and the fear of not being able to fulfil their children’s needs.I was diagnosed with diabetes the first time I had my blood sugar checked at the hospital. I was very stressed. I have lost weight since then. (I3; female, aged 56).
Furthermore, in these cases, the wife depended on the husband to remind her to take her medication, and therefore the husband was seen as a reliable support.My children are still so young […] (I42; female, aged 37).
The emotional burden for males with T2DM is slightly different from females. Male participants felt that T2DM did not add burden to their lives which contradicted with how the female participants felt. The females would take on the role as the breadwinners in the family if the men were incapable and alongside this, they would continue to play their domestic role in the house, which comforted the men.My husband reminds me never to forget to take medicine. Sometimes my husband helps me to inject the insulin. (I42; female, aged 37).
The backbone of the family is my wife, while I worked in our shop. Now, not only do I suffer from diabetes, but I have also had a stroke. (I43; male, aged 58).
Lack of knowledge
Some participants also reported that they followed advice from friends or colleagues, which had not been medically proven yet. They would only consume rice if it had been kept for a minimum of 24 h after being cooked with the assumption that recently cooked rice had a higher sugar content than rice which had been cooked the previous day.I am still motivated to take medicine because it is a lifelong treatment, but sometimes I do not want to because I am afraid of suffering from kidney disease. (I18; female, aged 60).
Another myth that the participants believed was to avoid sleeping between 7 and 11 in the morning. The participants said that they slept at night as usual, but waited until noon to take a nap if they felt sleepy in the morning. They believed that if T2DM patients slept in the morning, their blood sugar levels would increase.My friend told me that T2DM patients could only eat yesterday’s rice because recently cooked rice has a higher sugar content. (I15, female, aged 73).
To stay healthy, I first do some routine exercise in the morning, like taking a walk or cycling. Second, I do not sleep in the morning between 7 and 11 because people say that sleeping between those hours would increase my blood sugar levels. I only sleep afternoon. (I13, male, aged 60).
External diabetes distress
Distress concerning healthcare services
The majority of participants mentioned that consultation time was limited. Some participants forgot their doctor’s suggestions during the consultation after going home. The most common DD complaint was their confusion about the information provided by doctors.During the consultation in the hospital, the internist asked, “Why does your blood sugar level increase?”I answered, “Maybe, it is because I think about it too much.” Then, the doctor said, “don’t think too much.” How can people live without thinking about certain matters? The internist then suggested that if I think too much, it could even have an impact on my heart and kidney. “Your husband and children will also be sad because they will think too much about your disease.” I got this advice from an internist. (I42; female, aged 37).
Several participants had tried to conceal their real condition, especially in relation to uncontrolled blood sugar. Some participants said they tried to control their food consumption a day before going to a PHC or hospital so that the next day they would have lower blood sugar levels.The doctor did not provide a detailed explanation during the consultation. Therefore, after returning home, I was confused. (I32; female, aged 40).
Many participants felt distressed about having to tell various doctors their T2DM story, including the diagnosis and all the drugs they had consumed. Varying opinions from different doctors were another source of distress, as indicated by the participants.The doctor seemed angry at the level of my blood sugar when I visited. (I18; female, aged 60).
Every doctor has his/her opinion when I ask about sugar. One doctor told me that it is okay to drink a little sugar, while some strongly prohibit it. (I13; male, aged 60).
Diet
Sometimes, my family invites me to eat “sate gule kambing (mutton gulai)”. I realise this food can pose a threat to my health, but it is delicious. I think that it should not be a problem for me to eat sate because I took an insulin injection before eating. (I21; female, aged 65).
Routine medication
At home, my children used to remind me to take medicine, but now my husband only reminds me if he is not out for a walk. So, when I am alone at home, I have to remember it myself. (I27, female, aged 72).
I live on my own, I have nobody, so I have to take care myself, including taking my medicine. Sometimes I forget to take medicine. Nobody reminds me. My child is far away. He is working in Jakarta. (I7, female, aged 67).
Monthly blood sugar checks
If I do not get my blood sugar checked, I think about it all the time. (I33, male, aged 70).
Let’s put it this way. When a doctor sees that one month my blood sugar is low, but another it is high, the doctor usually gets angry. Once Dr. R was mad at me, but he is retired now. I let him get mad at me. I considered his being mad because of his loving and caring for his patients. (I1, female, aged 68).
Interpersonal distress (family)
Another female participant stated her disappointment in her husband who did not seem to care to assist her during her T2DM therapy.The family loves eating sweet dishes. They often love eating salty food. (I9; female, aged 57).
The opposite situation occurred in married male T2DM participants as their wives acted as the prominent caregivers. The wives would provide all the husbands’ necessities to improve their T2DM treatment.I was so heartbroken because my husband did not pay attention. Sometimes I asked him to get me insulin, but he refused, saying that he was busy working. Sometimes I almost lost my temper and ended up getting the insulin myself. (I40; female, aged 50).
Financial concerns
I use BPJS [the national health insurance], but I still cannot see the doctor whenever I like because I have to pay for it. (I42; female, aged 37).
I have to pay IDR 500,000 [USD 38] for a consultation with an internist [in private practice, outside BPJS], but I am so satisfied. (I38; female, aged 48).
Strategies for coping with internal diabetes distress
Spirituality
Well, I never get angry when suffering from diabetes. I just feel grateful to God for having given me this diabetes. Diabetes is a gift from God to make me realise the need to manage my diet as well as to enjoy my life. (I1, female, aged 68).
Positive attitude
I am sometimes afraid that my blood sugar level will rise if I think about it. Then I tried to relax. I free my mind. I remind myself that I attend my monthly checks and take my medicine consistently. (I42; female, aged 37).
Acceptance
I do not think about how hard it is to live with T2DM. (I42; female, aged 37).
Getting more information about T2DM
Participants understood that exercise and a healthy diet were parts of their T2DM therapy. Most of the participants also reported the television as a source of information about T2DM. Another strategy was to join other T2DM programmes, such as T2DM club activities. In addition to being informed by doctors and internists, the clubs would also let them share their experiences with other T2DM patients. At these meeting, participants were also given the opportunity to ask questions about certain types of food and drinks that are recommended for T2DM; thus, clearing any discrepancy surrounding dietary allowance.Every month, during every visit to the PHC, I always asked my doctor about the development of my diabetes. I would also recount my experiences after taking medicine. Even If I am just injured, I consult my doctor about it. (I1, female, aged 68).
I know from my doctor that what we should avoid are […] sweet beverages and fatty meat. For example, when we go to ‘aqiqah’ (a Muslim social activity), goat meat is a type of food that should be avoided. (I33; male, 70).
I follow the advice for diabetes patients with the number of calories, schedule of eating and type of food. (I33, male, aged 70).
Strategies to cope with external DD
Healthcare support
They have started “senam”(callisthenics) sessions with instructors. They give us a copy of the exercise routines. (I25; male, aged 67).
Traditional medicine
I still drink a herbal extract labelled “sarang semut” (Myrmecodia platyrea), but I do not tell the doctor (I3; female, aged 56).
Participants mentioned paying close attention to particular meals, for example, food with potential negative impacts on T2DM had to be avoided.In the morning I take glimepiride, after lunch I take metformin, and every night before bed, I drink five “sarang semut”. My blood sugar is now 99. I think therapy using “sarang semut” has halved my blood sugar. If my blood sugar is stable, I only drink one or two “sarang semut” to maintain it. (I3; female, aged 56).
Vigilance
If my blood sugar level increases, I remember. Oh […] I should not drink sweet beverages. (I27; female, aged 72).
Self-management
My friend was harmed by diabetes. His thumb was amputated. Now he has passed away. It reminds me that I should be very careful about my diabetes. (I13; male, aged 60).
Social and family support
My husband warned me not to forget to take my medicine. (I42; female, aged 37).
When I eat with my husband, I remind him about the calorie content of each food we have. (I30, female, aged 55).
Obtaining information about health insurance
I have to pay IDR 500,000 [USD 38] for a consultation with an internist [in private practice, outside BPJS], but I am so satisfied. (I38; female, aged 48).