Introduction
Methods
Design
Recruitment and participants
Demographic | Category | ||||
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Employment | Employed | Retired | Education | Disabled and not working | Homemaker |
n (%) | 11 (47.83%) | 5 (21.74%) | 3 (13.04%) | 2 (8.7%) | 1 (4.35%) |
Level of Education | BA/BSc or equivalent | MSc/MA or equivalent | A level or equivalent | GCSE or equivalent | PhD or equivalent |
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n (%) | 7 (30.43%) | 6 (26.09%) | 5 (21.74%) | 3 (13.04%) | 2 (8.7%) |
Sexuality | Gay/lesbian | Straight | Bisexual/pansexual | Questioning | Other (asexual/panromantic asexual /queer/queer dyke) |
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n (%) | 6 (26.09%) | 5 (21.74%) | 5 (21.74%) | 1 (4.35%) | 5 (21.74%) |
Relationship status | In a relationship(s) | Single | Divorced/separated | Married | Widowed |
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n (%) | 9 (39.13%) | 4 (17.39%) | 4 (17.39%) | 5 (21.74%) | 1 (4.35%) |
Religion/spiritual belief | No religion | Christian | Pagan | Buddhist | Other (Wiccan/Agnostic/Humanist) |
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n (%) | 11 (47.83%) | 3 (13.04%) | 3 (13.04%) | 2 (8.7%) | 4 (17.39%) |
Gender identity | Trans woman/woman/woman with trans history | Trans man/man | Gender diverse (nonconforming/agender) | ||
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n (%) | 15 (65.22%) | 6 (26.09%) | 2 (8.7%) |
Ethnicity | White British | White other | |||
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n (%) | 17(73.91%) | 6(26.09%) |
Materials
Demographic questionnaire
Interview guide
Section of interview | Question |
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Section 1 | How long ago did you start gender treatment? Are you currently being seen by gender services? If not, why is this the case? Prompt: If discharged, when and why did this happen? |
Section 2 | How satisfied are you with your life at the moment? What are the factors that have an influence on your life satisfaction currently? Prompt: What makes you feel happy with your life? Prompt: Within your relationships (partners/family/friends)/ work/leisure/personally Prompt: Is there anything that makes you feel unhappy with your life? Prompt: Within your relationships (partners/family/friends)/work/leisure/personally |
Section 3 | Have there been any changes in your life satisfaction since transitioning? Prompt: What has contributed to these changes? Prompt: Have these been—negative changes? Positive changes? |
Section 4 | Could you tell me about any challenges you faced during or after your transition? Prompt: In the past and/or currently? Prompt: Can you give me an example of how your transition has had a negative/positive effect on you? How did you deal with these challenges? |
Section 5 | Are there any other aspects that you feel are important that have not been discussed? Prompt: The Service/Personally/Transitioning /Relationships/Work/Leisure |
Data analysis
Results
Theme | Sub theme |
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1: Interactions with healthcare services | 1.1 Struggles of accessing appropriate healthcare |
1.2 Benefits of understanding and rapport in healthcare | |
2: Seeking societal acceptance | 2.1 Harmful expectations of gender presentation |
2.2 Feeling unsafe due to a lack of societal acceptance | |
2.3 The stress of gender identity disclosure | |
2.4 Difficulties in finding a sense of belonging | |
2.5 Rewards of promoting trans awareness | |
3: Quality of social support | 3.1 Benefits of having the right kind of social support |
3.2 Harm of support lost due to transition | |
3.3 Comfort from LGBTQ + support | |
4: The ‘double-edged sword’ of media and social media | 4.1 The negative impact of transphobia and harassment in media and social media |
4.2 Benefits of connecting through social media and the positive representation in the media |
Theme 1: Interactions with healthcare services
Struggles of accessing appropriate healthcare
I'm currently in a little bit of limbo at the moment because I got discharged from [GIC Clinic] without them telling me I had been, and then I've had to go through the referral process again, […] it’s impacted my life satisfaction (Aged 32, Trans Man)
After getting discharged it’s a little bit more […] you're feeling a bit more vulnerable to them and their [GPs’] ignorance […]. And I think that is something that is important to discuss for trans wellbeing (Aged 25, Trans Man)
Benefits of understanding and rapport in healthcare
Being made to feel real calm with a certain GP really respected really centred and […] knowing that I'll always get my hormones is a big thing for me (Aged 30, Non-Conforming)
Theme 2: Seeking societal acceptance
Harmful expectations of gender presentation
Just be kind of immersed in trans culture […] you don't really realise how much of an effort you're making […] to pass until you don't suddenly don’t have to […] it was sort of eye opening in a sense to be like oh shit I'm actually doing myself a disservice (Aged 22, Trans Man)
I feel like, you know, very secure in a lot of situations but put me in men-only space and it feels different, and my passing privilege could be revoked in an instant because my body doesn’t fit certain requirements (Aged 31, Trans Man)
I still get asked when I'm transitioning, and in trans spaces I still get asked […] ‘When are you gonna get on hormones then’? […] and that's so frustrating and so like invalidating and like that hurts so much (Aged 30, Non-Conforming)
Feeling unsafe due to a lack of social acceptance
Back home I used to go to pubs and stuff all the time um I don't do that anymore […] I don't know where we're going, I've not been there before I have no idea if I'm physically safe going there (Aged 35, Trans Woman)
The stress of gender identity disclosure
Now that I'm read generally as cis […] if I come out that's a choice that I've made rather than just something that's happened, and it's […] stressful, you know? and then if I've decided not to come out then it's stressful to kind of keep it under wraps and worry about it on your own (Aged 22, Trans Man)
… It's just a hassle to have to explain it and then […] you basically put the power on that person, and then that person has the power to completely invalidate you or validate you and, yeah, it's good when people validate you but… (Aged 33, Agender)
Difficulties in finding a sense of belonging in society
I still don't know where I fit in like the larger transworld still, like, I still don't really know where I fit […] So that's probably like my biggest challenge, that's probably the most relevant to, like, life satisfaction (Aged 31, Trans Man)
Rewards of promoting trans awareness
It takes me out of my comfort zone to do the awareness stuff because I don't want to rock up to places saying that I'm trans, but it's well worth the sacrifice to give to others to raise that awareness (Aged 44, Man)
Theme 3: Quality of social support
Benefits of having the right kind of social support
I’ve had different periods, my family was, for about six years, not supportive, so with time and prodding and with more time they kind of came around as they do its very sort of so now they provide me with social support (Aged 28, Woman with Trans History)
People were incredibly supportive, but I was also conscious that I had the legislation behind me and policy at work so no one could actually give me any crap (Aged 44, Trans Man)
Harm of support lost due to transition
So I've lost […] through my transition most of my friends, family. Only my mum speaks to me now and well I'm not exactly convinced that she's happy with it, but she's accepted at least (Aged 50, Trans Woman)
She [ex-partner] kicked me out of the house, so I've gone from being living in a pretty comfortable semi-detached 3-bedroom house to, you know, to almost being, you know, sofa surfing (Aged 60, Woman with Trans History)
Comfort from LGBTQ + peer support
I’m the only trans person in my department [at work], and also one of the few queer people in my department and […] I’m definitely sort of on the minority and so I’m sort of on my own little bizarre little island (Aged 31, Trans Man)The LGBT identity is really important as well because it means that I can totally be myself I don't need to feel worried or, I don't know, police my actions or behaviour in terms of not being a masculine enough or whatever (Aged 32, Trans Man)You don't have to go through that process with these people [trans people] they know the score they've gone through it, and it just makes things a lot easier at times (Aged 29, Trans Woman)
Theme 4: The ‘double-edged sword’ of media and social media
The negative impact of transphobia and harassment in media and social media
I'm very selective about the sort of media that I can see you and there's barely any mainstream media now that stuff is yeah, I leave it to the professionals really (Aged 43, Woman)Started getting, like, negative messages and private messages on Twitter […] to the point that I just needed to start those over again, […] I've started being a lot more careful about opening up and so I wouldn't get attacked (Aged 41, Woman)
Benefits of connecting through social media and the positive representation in the media
I suppose social media being a double-edged sword on the one hand it has got this horrible negative elements but on the other hand twitter and Instagram stuff have given me the chance to meet other trans people so I probably wouldn't have had in real life (Aged 32, Trans Man)Watching stuff even like with small representation in it is somewhat helpful, when it's not all about that person and their tragedy (Aged 33, Agender)